Since my 4th year i was penetrated, sexually. It was part of the education by my parents. When I was around 10 I started becoming virtil. Along with my virtillity women who weren't virtil but did have money came into my life and that of my poor parents. The rest you may inmagine.When I started to dare to protest, around 12, 13 years of age the psychological blackmale's came. My animals died and 'walked away' , my familymembers would be killed, etc. When i was 14 years old my brother died, by accident. I started getting rather nuts by then. Smoking put, trying the first pills on the market in the netherlands. Luckily I had a false boyfriend who drove me against a tree in june 1988. I got into a hospital and had to learn all kinds of things over again after coma and heavy insuries. At the age of 21 i had another heavy caraccident. This time only broken bones. And a hip out of acetabulum. The doctor first had me choose between operating and screws in my hip or resting for for weeks. When I had choosen the last option he spoke to my parents. After that I was sedated. When I woke up 6 houers later I was under the influece of morfine and 'they' had operated me and placed screws in my hip, arm and pulse.

All these facts i tell because it states that I have had to go through a lot of healing, curing and nursing. Both phisically and mentally. Because I thank God/Allah/Boeddha above and inside all the beautiful people around me I think I must deserve this beautiful strength of mother nature. Because I now am strong and healed enough I maybe can start helping others with my knowledge. ( I also had the strength to educate myself in biology and animals etc.) Maybe I can find answers here and give answers to others. The project I am working on now is getting a third set of teeth. Allmost every day my jaws itch and nerves of my teeth flash through my face. Allmost exactly like when I was around 7 years and growing my second set. I now am searching for the knowledge to do this growth the best way I know. I am growing psychologically again as wel, so I truely think this extraordinary thing is happening to me.